It's my life

I know, I've disappeared.
If you care to know why you've not seen me out and about, this is what the hell happened to me......

Taking time out.
3 jobs + volunteering this summer made me disappear.
1 job + hella catering hours made money grow, but hang out time vanish.
The end of christmas brought me an amazing opportunity.
The Vagina Monologues was amazing. Why didn't more of you come??
Now, I'm just taking care of shit....
Getting a tooth pulled Thursday.
My glasses have finally broken. Peices of the rims breaking off.
New pair as soon as I get my tax refund.
Gotta fill out the Fafsa.
Going back to school for real soon.
Resting.
Getting my health back, getting my finances in order, then my brain gets to grow.
We're looking for a house.
When we have one, you must come over for dinner parties.
I'm going to Sarah W's game night on Sunday. Will I see you there?
There's direction.
There's focus.
Was looking for a new job, but I want school by August.
I like my job enough, I just need more.
Insurance. I want health insurance. I need insurance.
A new car, too. Mine is dieing.
And the snow ate it this week.
But, I've been paying my bills.
And, I'm payign to get my tooth pulled, wich is almost 300 bucks.
I think that's pretty impressive.
All thigns me considered, anyhow.

The downer is....
I miss you guys, I really do.
I want to see you all soooo badly.
Catch is, It'd be lovely to see you between like 6 and 10pm.
Well, some nights later, but if we aim for 10, I think we're doing well.
I just don't want to go out and drink. The money saving part of me.
But I can make you dinner.
You can come over, and watch movies.
We can play any board game you want.
I just think I'm actually starting to REALLY get my shit together.
I'm not just saying it, it's goign to happen.
There's not a lot that could stop me.

Anyway, I love you all.
Remember that thing about rest?
Naps are WONDERFUL.
I love naps.
I don't think I knew how much until lately.
Also, please share literature with me.
I need new literature.
A new book would make my heart sing!
So would money.
I should find a creative way to obtain some.
But, friends totally trump money any day.
So, if you have any spare time, I'd love to catch up.
If nothing else, let's jsut get a cup of coffee and chat.
Drink tea and read together.
I miss your hugs.
I miss your love.
I miss your conversation.
I miss your presence more than anything.
We'll fix this.

lovelovelove