Whatever makes you happy and sets you free...

So, sometimes I think I get what I like to call ''safety crushes'' on people.

They're when I feel like this.

This being defined as actually thinking I might want a relationship, but knowing the second I get one, I'm going to become annoyed or I'm going to run in fear.

So, back to my thought.

They're people I have no real interest in, but everyone needs someone to occupy their mind.

This someone can be gay or in a relationship or in some other way completely off limits to me.

This is what keeps them safe.

A point of clarification, if this obstacle is removed, the crush is gone.

I bring this up, because I seem to be having trouble creating even these.
And something is wrong with everyone I meet...

My eyes are dry and it's late.

Time to spend another night sleeping on the sofa....


Ever heard the phrase about feeling more lonely when surrounded by people?
Sigh.
Night.