I just don't want to be a tornado anymore...
Ok, so I'm slightly drunk, very tired, but now I can't go to bed. So, instead, I plan on ranting for a moment about what is stressing me out. I've spent a few weeks hanging out with old friends I've had that aren't currently in my social circle. They're not bad people, life has just taken us different ways.
Anyway, tonight I started to hang out with 'my friends' again... It was not what it once was. It lead me to believe that my social circles are changing. I've experienced several things. I'm not really sure. I know that when I get incredibly frustrated by friends for extended periods of time about the same basic principles manifesting themselves in different ways, it's time to pay attention.
I can't stand selfish people. Ugh.
I can't stand it that someone will lecture me about slapping a girl that has made the past 6+ months of my life mostly miserable [whom I've also given more chances than her actions should ever warrant] because fighting is bad, but not hesitate to get into a trashy street fight with a girl she doesn't even know.
I've been in my share of fights, unlike my friends. I've shed blood, bruised eyes, and broken bones. I've never been in a situation so Jerry Springer in my entire life.
And, yet, I'm the one at fault.
I suppose it's more ''lady-like'' to make a scene than it is to shed some blood.
Sigh.
That's just the most recent occurrence as of late.
I need to sleep, lucky me, I have to be up in 5 hours or less.
Please, someone provided me a life with less stress. Or maybe I'll just do what I've done the past couple of weeks... Beer and Cartoons. Or sleep. Either way. Sleeping makes me feel like a loser. The latter option does not.
If anyone wants to hang out with out preaching about nonsense just to hear themselves talk, being hypocrites, or scoring a hook-up of whatever nature, then call me. For the first time in a while, my life is getting on track. I am becoming more productive. I'm all about good times and going out and dancing like an idiot. I'm not about stresses.
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Ok, time for the drunk girl to finish her bread sticks and bed down....
Anyway, tonight I started to hang out with 'my friends' again... It was not what it once was. It lead me to believe that my social circles are changing. I've experienced several things. I'm not really sure. I know that when I get incredibly frustrated by friends for extended periods of time about the same basic principles manifesting themselves in different ways, it's time to pay attention.
I can't stand selfish people. Ugh.
I can't stand it that someone will lecture me about slapping a girl that has made the past 6+ months of my life mostly miserable [whom I've also given more chances than her actions should ever warrant] because fighting is bad, but not hesitate to get into a trashy street fight with a girl she doesn't even know.
I've been in my share of fights, unlike my friends. I've shed blood, bruised eyes, and broken bones. I've never been in a situation so Jerry Springer in my entire life.
And, yet, I'm the one at fault.
I suppose it's more ''lady-like'' to make a scene than it is to shed some blood.
Sigh.
That's just the most recent occurrence as of late.
I need to sleep, lucky me, I have to be up in 5 hours or less.
Please, someone provided me a life with less stress. Or maybe I'll just do what I've done the past couple of weeks... Beer and Cartoons. Or sleep. Either way. Sleeping makes me feel like a loser. The latter option does not.
If anyone wants to hang out with out preaching about nonsense just to hear themselves talk, being hypocrites, or scoring a hook-up of whatever nature, then call me. For the first time in a while, my life is getting on track. I am becoming more productive. I'm all about good times and going out and dancing like an idiot. I'm not about stresses.
[/whining]
Ok, time for the drunk girl to finish her bread sticks and bed down....
posted by Michelle. at 2:02 AM
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